Some Observations in Haifa :Trying to Understand How I am Read and What It Means

At the Breakfast table with two young Arab men who don't mind that I talked to myself whilst I have a think. 
1) When the citizens acknowledge the tension and try to find away. 
2) What happens when you acknowledge, but still choose to engage?
3) The hierarchy of othering.
4) Black and American and female and gray-haired and queer signaling by some and spinster by some in Haifa. How am I read?
5) In Israel and it is known I have met Fatah, Israeli intelligence and others in London, England. How am I read?
6) I don't know yet. Perhaps I never will.